1 00:00:13,800 --> 00:00:15,708 How do you answer the question? 2 00:00:15,783 --> 00:00:18,368 As you look at your life, are you satisfied... 3 00:00:18,439 --> 00:00:20,993 with what and where you are in your life? 4 00:00:21,064 --> 00:00:23,205 What do you want to be different? 5 00:00:24,841 --> 00:00:29,349 I want to be free of my past. I want to-- 6 00:00:31,018 --> 00:00:33,472 What comes to your mind? What are your options? 7 00:00:36,744 --> 00:00:39,713 That's the problem. What do I do? 8 00:00:39,785 --> 00:00:44,672 I can't get on with my life until I can solve my past, then I can move on. 9 00:00:44,744 --> 00:00:48,290 You have these nagging thoughts that you did something terrible? 10 00:00:49,386 --> 00:00:52,680 Has anybody ever supported those thoughts? 11 00:00:55,211 --> 00:00:57,959 -So this is all in your mind? - Yes. 12 00:01:58,699 --> 00:02:00,871 Matty, what's up? 13 00:02:00,908 --> 00:02:02,947 What's up, you rat bastard? 14 00:02:03,020 --> 00:02:04,907 Where you goin'? 15 00:02:04,938 --> 00:02:07,557 Lend me some money, man! 16 00:02:07,628 --> 00:02:09,602 How ya doin', man? 17 00:02:09,674 --> 00:02:11,562 I know you got it. Not that! 18 00:02:11,627 --> 00:02:13,350 Have a Kiss! 19 00:02:59,565 --> 00:03:02,053 There he is, folks. 20 00:03:02,284 --> 00:03:06,507 The six-million-dollar movie man. I read it in Hollywood Reporter. It's true. 21 00:03:06,572 --> 00:03:09,126 I'm bored, Annie. Tell us a joke. 22 00:03:09,197 --> 00:03:10,922 You understand if I speak in French? 23 00:03:10,958 --> 00:03:12,616 We understand. 24 00:03:12,846 --> 00:03:12,975 - In French. - In French, you understand? 25 00:03:12,975 --> 00:03:15,080 - In French. - In French, you understand? 26 00:03:15,118 --> 00:03:16,941 Yes, in French. 27 00:03:17,007 --> 00:03:20,268 Come on. I like that. Come on. For real. 28 00:03:20,493 --> 00:03:21,836 Miami Beach. 29 00:03:24,877 --> 00:03:26,764 I hate this guy. 30 00:03:28,879 --> 00:03:30,766 Welcome home, Matty. 31 00:03:32,557 --> 00:03:35,458 Yeah, and just when you thought it was safe to go into the water. 32 00:03:35,533 --> 00:03:37,868 Hey, lover boy. What about your friends? 33 00:03:40,430 --> 00:03:42,153 Jesus Christ. 34 00:03:42,220 --> 00:03:44,610 They act like they haven't seen each other. 35 00:03:44,687 --> 00:03:47,785 - I missed you. - Yeah? I missed you too, baby. 36 00:03:47,855 --> 00:03:50,058 - It's impossible. - Why? 37 00:03:51,343 --> 00:03:53,764 Why is it impossible for me to miss you? 38 00:03:53,839 --> 00:03:56,652 Because I heard you've been a bad dude. 39 00:03:56,718 --> 00:03:59,140 You heard I was a what? A bad dude? 40 00:04:00,173 --> 00:04:01,451 It's not funny. 41 00:04:01,486 --> 00:04:03,373 I got mine. 42 00:04:03,406 --> 00:04:06,222 We're going upstairs. Be jealous, huh? 43 00:04:06,287 --> 00:04:09,604 Hey, hey, hey. Come on. Don't show off. 44 00:04:09,647 --> 00:04:12,014 What are you guys staring at, huh? 45 00:04:12,079 --> 00:04:14,731 - We saw you in the magazine. - You're everywhere. 46 00:04:14,767 --> 00:04:16,654 - Check it out. - You are everywhere. 47 00:04:16,687 --> 00:04:18,630 - That's not me. That's my brother. - Your face is in every magazine. 48 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:21,929 Who's that girl? 49 00:04:21,967 --> 00:04:24,389 - That's you with long hair. - That's my mother. 50 00:04:25,135 --> 00:04:29,160 Madonna was here. She was looking for you. I swear to God. 51 00:04:29,231 --> 00:04:31,786 She's finished with the basketball player. She said, ''That Matty-- 52 00:04:31,857 --> 00:04:34,223 He's got a big--'' You know. 53 00:04:34,449 --> 00:04:36,520 - The biggest. - I swear to God. 54 00:04:36,592 --> 00:04:39,461 - She knows. - She goes, ''Where's Matty?'' 55 00:04:39,535 --> 00:04:42,732 Right? Right? She was here a little while ago. 56 00:04:42,768 --> 00:04:46,063 Annie, tell him. Annie was gonna kick her ass. 57 00:04:46,128 --> 00:04:48,943 Yeah, Matty, yeah. 58 00:04:49,009 --> 00:04:52,171 - Matty, what about your friends? - You got shades on and everything. 59 00:04:52,240 --> 00:04:54,095 - Hey. - He hasn't got time to talk. 60 00:04:54,161 --> 00:04:57,639 You're not a fag, okay. Come on. Talk to us. 61 00:04:57,711 --> 00:04:59,850 We're rollin', Matty. 62 00:04:59,888 --> 00:05:01,799 Come on. Do your thing. 63 00:05:01,874 --> 00:05:05,135 - Come on, Romeo. - Gonna be around more than a day? 64 00:05:05,201 --> 00:05:07,404 I got you something. 65 00:05:07,471 --> 00:05:09,448 Thank you. 66 00:05:09,522 --> 00:05:12,008 Come on. Show us somethin'. 67 00:05:12,081 --> 00:05:16,357 Now that's a kiss. That's a real kiss. Yeah. 68 00:05:16,434 --> 00:05:18,855 Watch and learn. 69 00:05:28,561 --> 00:05:30,471 Hey. Leave her alone. 70 00:05:40,817 --> 00:05:44,264 Like this. I can look like him. 71 00:06:36,787 --> 00:06:38,695 Let me sleep. 72 00:06:53,076 --> 00:06:56,075 Tell me this is-- 73 00:06:56,116 --> 00:06:58,156 Tell me this is to our future together. 74 00:07:02,515 --> 00:07:04,588 Okay. 75 00:07:04,658 --> 00:07:06,798 To your future together. 76 00:07:06,836 --> 00:07:10,514 No, to our future together. To our future together. 77 00:07:10,549 --> 00:07:12,970 To our future together. 78 00:07:13,044 --> 00:07:14,899 That's right. 79 00:07:22,869 --> 00:07:24,527 Drink it. 80 00:08:34,774 --> 00:08:39,510 Why do you ask me now? Why not before? 81 00:08:42,327 --> 00:08:44,693 Because I was stupid. 82 00:08:44,758 --> 00:08:46,647 I didn't know what I wanted. 83 00:08:53,175 --> 00:08:55,029 Why did you ask me? 84 00:08:58,967 --> 00:09:00,854 I know what I want now. 85 00:09:01,974 --> 00:09:04,725 I want you. I want us. 86 00:09:04,791 --> 00:09:07,408 I want us together. 87 00:09:07,478 --> 00:09:10,610 I want this baby. I want this baby. 88 00:09:17,078 --> 00:09:19,534 Motherfuck it I'll get straight to the point 89 00:09:19,607 --> 00:09:21,778 You don't dig what I'm sayin' Then fuck you 90 00:09:21,815 --> 00:09:23,954 'Cause sellin'drugs the only job that a nigger got 91 00:09:24,022 --> 00:09:26,030 Sellin' 'caine to the niggers in the parkin'lot 92 00:09:26,265 --> 00:09:28,369 Some niggers live Some niggers gotta get dropped 93 00:09:28,438 --> 00:09:30,612 You say damn, my man You cannot understand 94 00:09:30,680 --> 00:09:32,719 How could you be so cold to the brotherman 95 00:09:32,790 --> 00:09:35,061 Don't come around here teachin'and preachin', my nigger 96 00:09:35,096 --> 00:09:37,235 Because a nigger like me you ain't reachin', my nigger 97 00:09:37,304 --> 00:09:39,213 'Cause all I care about is sellin'my lleyo 98 00:09:39,288 --> 00:09:41,144 I'm makin'money like a nigger make mayo 99 00:09:41,209 --> 00:09:43,664 I toke weed sippin'on my Olde E 100 00:09:43,737 --> 00:09:45,940 And all the crackheads all want my wee-wee 101 00:09:46,008 --> 00:09:48,147 I'm rollin'hard in my ragtop Volvo 102 00:09:48,376 --> 00:09:50,351 9 1 1 on my ass so I won't know 103 00:09:50,424 --> 00:09:52,496 You can't understand where a brother comin'from 104 00:09:52,567 --> 00:09:55,764 That's why the young black men always on the run 105 00:10:07,864 --> 00:10:09,621 All right. 106 00:10:10,968 --> 00:10:13,337 Keep 'em happy. Keep 'em happy. 107 00:10:21,047 --> 00:10:25,173 You don't know me. Yeah. I know you. I know you! 108 00:10:25,241 --> 00:10:27,347 Come on. Let's go. I know you. I know you! 109 00:10:27,420 --> 00:10:28,759 Cut! Cut! 110 00:10:28,825 --> 00:10:31,673 Cut it! Cut it! Cut it! 111 00:10:31,739 --> 00:10:34,006 All right. All right. 112 00:10:38,074 --> 00:10:42,515 There are some times at Mickey Ray's, man, when you have to be-- 113 00:10:42,586 --> 00:10:45,935 Silence! Silent. 114 00:10:46,010 --> 00:10:49,107 'Cause we're shootin' some serious shit here too, man. 115 00:10:49,177 --> 00:10:53,401 We're makin' Nana. Almost finished with Nana Miami. 116 00:10:55,580 --> 00:11:00,532 But since film was too expensive for us... 117 00:11:00,602 --> 00:11:03,538 and we video artists, as we like to call ourselves... 118 00:11:03,612 --> 00:11:08,214 are gonna regenerate the world and pay for our own film videos. 119 00:11:08,281 --> 00:11:09,591 You know what I mean? 120 00:11:09,658 --> 00:11:11,512 Vidiots that we are! 121 00:11:11,578 --> 00:11:15,352 Freaks of the light! Freaks of the light! 122 00:11:15,417 --> 00:11:18,931 Freaks that record our own image. 123 00:11:19,002 --> 00:11:21,654 Freaks that record our own image, man. 124 00:11:21,724 --> 00:11:23,960 Whoa! All right. All right! 125 00:11:23,995 --> 00:11:25,882 You know, and that green card, huh? 126 00:11:25,914 --> 00:11:29,428 That green card gets you into the back room. That red card get you in here. 127 00:11:29,500 --> 00:11:31,770 You sign your waivers at the door. 128 00:11:31,835 --> 00:11:36,209 That blue card gives you access to the editing and to all the other rooms. 129 00:11:36,281 --> 00:11:40,405 We got four live venues goin' at all times here, brother. 130 00:11:40,473 --> 00:11:43,922 - Tell us about the gold card! - The gold card! Well, man! 131 00:11:43,995 --> 00:11:47,674 The gold card gets you in bed. You're in the picture, brother. 132 00:11:47,741 --> 00:11:51,002 You're in the picture, or sister, however it comes down. 133 00:11:51,228 --> 00:11:53,204 Gold carder! 134 00:11:54,236 --> 00:11:55,762 Music! 135 00:12:26,524 --> 00:12:30,647 I understand what it is, but do you understand what it is? 136 00:12:30,715 --> 00:12:32,921 That's all I'm trying to point out. 137 00:12:32,989 --> 00:12:35,411 I understand, but do you understand? 138 00:12:35,485 --> 00:12:37,874 Isn't that fuckin' simple? Isn't that fuckin' simple or what? 139 00:12:37,949 --> 00:12:42,139 Am I going nuts here? So, anyway, in order-- 140 00:12:42,206 --> 00:12:44,442 Can we just-- Forget that. Forget that. It's over. 141 00:12:44,509 --> 00:12:46,232 It doesn't matter what you think! 142 00:12:46,301 --> 00:12:48,442 I know I fucked up! I'm saying I fucked up! 143 00:12:48,511 --> 00:12:52,982 How could I listen to you tell me I didn't fuck up? I fucked up! All right? 144 00:12:53,053 --> 00:12:55,606 - What do you want to do about it? - How the fuck do I know? 145 00:12:56,958 --> 00:12:59,413 - You think I know? - That's absurd. 146 00:12:59,486 --> 00:13:00,662 - Hey! - How you doin', man? 147 00:13:00,732 --> 00:13:03,485 - How'd the film go? - Which one? 148 00:13:03,550 --> 00:13:05,339 Flavor-of-the-month guy, huh? 149 00:13:05,374 --> 00:13:07,764 - All right. - Me? Flavor-of-the-month guy? 150 00:13:07,839 --> 00:13:10,172 - That's right. - You fucker you. 151 00:13:10,238 --> 00:13:12,377 My star. This is my star. 152 00:13:12,414 --> 00:13:15,065 You better fuckin'-- Get the fuck outta here with that! 153 00:13:15,133 --> 00:13:18,996 Wait. We're makin' a movie, man. 154 00:13:19,071 --> 00:13:21,852 We're makin' a movie here. Keep me out of it, will ya? 155 00:13:21,918 --> 00:13:24,439 - I'm makin' a movie. - Get the fuck outta here. 156 00:13:24,510 --> 00:13:27,411 -He's been following me since I came in! -He's filming her, man. 157 00:13:27,485 --> 00:13:30,267 He's filming her. We're making a movie. 158 00:13:30,334 --> 00:13:33,084 You want to be in the movie, great. Otherwise, stay away from us. 159 00:13:33,151 --> 00:13:36,446 You gotta stay away from us. And you can't be the star of the movie either. 160 00:13:36,511 --> 00:13:38,748 - Why? - You gotta do everything I tell you. 161 00:13:38,815 --> 00:13:40,669 Because somebody else is the star. 162 00:13:40,734 --> 00:13:42,588 I am the star. 163 00:13:46,528 --> 00:13:48,088 The truth, brother. 164 00:13:48,159 --> 00:13:52,382 Godard says 2 4 frames a minute. Or is it a second? 165 00:13:52,446 --> 00:13:55,260 - It's a second, isn't it? - Twenty-four frames a second. 166 00:13:55,294 --> 00:13:56,439 - You sure? - Yeah. 167 00:13:56,511 --> 00:13:58,365 - What is she doing? - It's the future is what it is. 168 00:13:58,430 --> 00:14:00,087 She's starring in my movie, man. 169 00:14:00,158 --> 00:14:02,167 It's video, man. 170 00:14:02,240 --> 00:14:04,892 - Yeah, video. - Video is the future. 171 00:14:04,961 --> 00:14:06,652 Video is the future. 172 00:14:20,225 --> 00:14:23,224 The star, baby. You could costar with her. 173 00:14:23,295 --> 00:14:25,053 Got a part for you in this picture. 174 00:14:26,110 --> 00:14:27,454 Wanna sign? 175 00:14:27,519 --> 00:14:30,074 You're not gonna be able to see her otherwise. 176 00:14:30,143 --> 00:14:31,572 Really. 177 00:15:37,570 --> 00:15:42,360 They are happy. Everybody's happy. 178 00:15:46,531 --> 00:15:48,667 This is good for you. 179 00:15:50,851 --> 00:15:54,299 Matty is happy. Everybody is happy. 180 00:15:57,091 --> 00:15:59,677 You think I love you? 181 00:15:59,906 --> 00:16:01,282 I know you love me. 182 00:16:01,346 --> 00:16:03,069 - You know? - I know you love me. 183 00:16:04,322 --> 00:16:07,638 I know you love me when I touch you like this. 184 00:16:07,682 --> 00:16:11,742 Everybody in the world can do that. 185 00:16:11,810 --> 00:16:13,817 No one does it like me. 186 00:16:13,890 --> 00:16:16,956 Yes, that. Everybody can do that like you. 187 00:16:17,569 --> 00:16:18,586 Yes. 188 00:16:18,660 --> 00:16:20,120 Oh, yes. 189 00:16:21,987 --> 00:16:25,948 I do that alone, and I feel the same thing. 190 00:16:26,020 --> 00:16:28,124 I don't need that. 191 00:17:40,389 --> 00:17:42,299 I love you so much. 192 00:17:48,165 --> 00:17:49,758 You want somethin'? 193 00:17:57,222 --> 00:17:59,459 I told you about Mickey, right? 194 00:18:00,900 --> 00:18:03,203 The moment of awe. 195 00:18:04,261 --> 00:18:07,045 He's telling me about the moment of-- 196 00:18:09,285 --> 00:18:12,636 He's called this prostitute up in the room. 197 00:18:12,711 --> 00:18:15,461 And he's in a hotel. 198 00:18:15,494 --> 00:18:17,665 The doorman rings him up and says... 199 00:18:17,702 --> 00:18:19,775 ''There's a girl here to see you.'' 200 00:18:19,846 --> 00:18:22,301 So he says, ''Send her up.'' 201 00:18:26,758 --> 00:18:28,701 She comes up to his room. 202 00:18:28,775 --> 00:18:32,965 And she knocks on the door. 203 00:18:33,030 --> 00:18:35,102 - Please listen. - And he's there. 204 00:18:35,174 --> 00:18:37,826 Do you want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 205 00:18:37,896 --> 00:18:39,355 Listen to me. 206 00:18:45,128 --> 00:18:47,396 Would you like to come in? 207 00:18:47,463 --> 00:18:49,319 Would you like to-- 208 00:18:52,232 --> 00:18:54,750 Would you like to have a drink... 209 00:18:54,822 --> 00:18:58,435 or would you just like to give me a blow job right now? 210 00:18:58,471 --> 00:19:01,985 Did you want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 211 00:19:25,673 --> 00:19:27,647 Did you have an abortion? 212 00:19:28,744 --> 00:19:30,273 Did you have an abortion? 213 00:19:30,345 --> 00:19:35,974 I don't want my baby to have a father who was a junkie. Do you understand? 214 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:40,164 Who's a junkie? Who you talkin' about? 215 00:19:42,247 --> 00:19:44,101 - You told me-- - Did you have an abortion? 216 00:19:44,167 --> 00:19:46,023 - You told me to have it. - Did you have an abortion? 217 00:19:46,089 --> 00:19:49,863 Yes, but you told me to have an abortion. It's yours! 218 00:19:57,129 --> 00:19:58,591 You had an abortion? 219 00:20:05,706 --> 00:20:08,193 What did it feel like? What did it feel like? 220 00:20:09,832 --> 00:20:11,744 What did it feel like to have an abortion? 221 00:20:11,817 --> 00:20:14,021 What did it feel like to have an abortion? 222 00:20:14,087 --> 00:20:15,998 Why would you fuckin' cut my-- 223 00:20:57,545 --> 00:21:00,579 I wouldn't say that. I wouldn't say that! 224 00:21:02,378 --> 00:21:05,696 I would never say somethin' like that! 225 00:21:05,770 --> 00:21:08,291 What the fuck did you think I came down here for? 226 00:21:21,676 --> 00:21:24,394 You fuckin' bitch! 227 00:21:24,460 --> 00:21:28,453 If you were any kind of woman,you'd take a knife and cut that baby out! 228 00:21:28,491 --> 00:21:31,687 Why did you go and cut a baby out of your fuckin' guts for? 229 00:21:31,756 --> 00:21:36,874 You know what? Better yet. I'll take a knife and cut it out for you, all right? 230 00:21:38,027 --> 00:21:41,257 Who knows what kind of fuckin'diseased dicks have been inside your cunt? 231 00:21:41,291 --> 00:21:42,632 You fuckin'-- 232 00:21:45,707 --> 00:21:46,853 That ain't me. 233 00:21:46,923 --> 00:21:51,660 Yeah, I heard about all the guys you been fuckin'. 234 00:21:51,724 --> 00:21:53,862 - Come on! - It's all over Hollywood. 235 00:21:53,932 --> 00:21:57,761 - That ain't me. I was-- - You fuckin'cunt. Who you fuckin'? 236 00:21:57,996 --> 00:22:01,924 Why don't you tell me who you been fuckin'? 237 00:22:01,996 --> 00:22:04,265 Because it ain't my baby. 238 00:22:04,299 --> 00:22:07,115 It ain't my baby. Who knows who you been with? 239 00:22:07,180 --> 00:22:09,187 Just talkin' to a friend, you know? We were-- 240 00:22:09,261 --> 00:22:12,938 - Yeah, that's right. - We were rehearsing. 241 00:22:13,005 --> 00:22:15,906 - You know, I was playin'. - What am I talkin'to you for? 242 00:22:15,980 --> 00:22:18,763 What am I talkin'to you for? 243 00:22:18,830 --> 00:22:21,547 It's a waste of time. 244 00:22:21,583 --> 00:22:24,648 Fuck you. Fuck the baby. Fuck everything. 245 00:22:24,877 --> 00:22:28,706 I don't care if I ever see you again the rest of my life! Understand me? 246 00:22:28,781 --> 00:22:30,854 I don't care if I ever see you. 247 00:22:30,925 --> 00:22:32,779 And fuck you. 248 00:22:46,638 --> 00:22:46,990 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 249 00:22:46,990 --> 00:22:50,120 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 250 00:22:50,190 --> 00:22:53,288 There you go. Oh, yeah. 251 00:22:53,357 --> 00:22:55,212 Whoa. 252 00:22:56,686 --> 00:23:00,963 Keep it movin' in here. Keep it goin'. 253 00:23:01,036 --> 00:23:04,583 Kate? Does this thing come down? 254 00:23:04,653 --> 00:23:07,338 We have to load this from the top with her. 255 00:23:07,407 --> 00:23:10,571 She can't be pulled up on this. Is that right? 256 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,452 - Right. - Okay, yeah, well, that's a problem. 257 00:23:13,519 --> 00:23:15,820 We got five cameras going in various places... 258 00:23:15,888 --> 00:23:18,187 on these big screens all around that you can see. 259 00:23:18,254 --> 00:23:21,866 We're rackin' the money in comin' in... 260 00:23:21,935 --> 00:23:24,137 gettin' the people comin' in and then we, you know-- 261 00:23:24,367 --> 00:23:26,921 If they want to pay more, they can be in the film themselves. 262 00:23:26,992 --> 00:23:28,934 We have live acts goin' on all the time. 263 00:23:29,166 --> 00:23:32,036 We can run silent here, and everybody can stop talkin'. 264 00:23:32,109 --> 00:23:34,444 We can shoot a picture over here. 265 00:23:34,510 --> 00:23:36,299 -Hey, Matt. -We're makin' another movie called Nana. 266 00:23:36,367 --> 00:23:38,059 Ever see Nana, the old French film? 267 00:23:38,127 --> 00:23:40,015 - You all right? - I'm all right. 268 00:23:40,081 --> 00:23:42,219 - You seen Annie? - No, man. 269 00:23:42,287 --> 00:23:44,708 - Is this bar open? - Yeah, what do you want? 270 00:23:44,782 --> 00:23:47,434 This is a whole functioning, like, film place. 271 00:23:47,504 --> 00:23:49,607 Something cold. 272 00:23:49,678 --> 00:23:52,428 That's what we're selling. That's the theme of the place. 273 00:23:52,495 --> 00:23:54,634 We're gonna generate movies outta here. 274 00:23:54,672 --> 00:23:56,046 Something wet. 275 00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:57,989 You'd be lucky to get into the basement door. 276 00:23:58,030 --> 00:24:02,787 Keep it fluid. Don't make it too jumpy and, you know, too erratic. 277 00:24:02,832 --> 00:24:04,808 Keep it flowin'. It's lookin' good. 278 00:24:04,881 --> 00:24:08,196 - Erotic, not erratic. - Yeah, erotic, not erratic. Good. 279 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:12,750 Could you start it from the top, please? 280 00:24:14,769 --> 00:24:18,476 I don't want this to look too much like a gong show here. 281 00:24:18,510 --> 00:24:23,497 I want this sexy and hot. I'm gettin' high-payin' high rollers in here. 282 00:24:23,567 --> 00:24:25,543 Let loose of the tits with a brain or somethin'! 283 00:24:25,616 --> 00:24:27,951 We're not even talkin'! Fuck it! Hey! 284 00:24:28,017 --> 00:24:29,871 You got the nerve to tell me about cheating on my husband... 285 00:24:29,936 --> 00:24:33,232 when you haven't taken your eyes off these fuckin' bosoms. 286 00:24:33,297 --> 00:24:36,611 Right. I chase-- That's all I do all day. 287 00:24:36,687 --> 00:24:38,957 - I fuckin' chase women, right? - Touch them. Smell them. Taste them. 288 00:24:39,024 --> 00:24:40,748 - I'm fuckin' Madeline! - I know. 289 00:24:40,817 --> 00:24:43,468 - And you're fucking humiliating her-- - Bullshit! 290 00:24:43,538 --> 00:24:45,959 Excuse me! Excuse me! 291 00:24:46,032 --> 00:24:49,926 We're makin' film here! This is all over the big screen here! 292 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:53,930 Time out! Time out! I'm directing! This is my club! 293 00:24:53,969 --> 00:24:55,879 I want it quiet! 294 00:24:57,072 --> 00:25:00,073 Make this work related. Use it. Use it. 295 00:25:00,145 --> 00:25:02,032 Don't spew it all over here. 296 00:25:04,466 --> 00:25:08,360 All right. Come on over here. Move this. 297 00:25:11,410 --> 00:25:13,515 - Recognize this guy, huh? - Yeah. 298 00:25:13,586 --> 00:25:16,814 Matty, the movie star. Couldn't keep him outta the frame. 299 00:25:16,882 --> 00:25:20,078 You gonna be in the movie? 300 00:25:21,650 --> 00:25:24,553 - Yeah, I'm gonna be in this movie. - Let's ask the editor. 301 00:25:24,626 --> 00:25:26,667 You know what I mean? He's fantastic. 302 00:25:26,739 --> 00:25:28,626 I'm glad to have him on board. 303 00:25:28,692 --> 00:25:30,633 One point, 25,000 in the club. 304 00:25:30,707 --> 00:25:33,041 One point for the movie, 50,000. 305 00:25:33,107 --> 00:25:34,962 7 5,000, you can be on the boat. 306 00:25:35,027 --> 00:25:37,895 1 00,000, I'll put you in the movie. Think it over, Pete. 307 00:25:37,969 --> 00:25:41,035 I got a long list. Let me know. 308 00:25:43,283 --> 00:25:44,973 - Oh, man. - Hey. 309 00:25:46,578 --> 00:25:48,041 Where's Annie? 310 00:25:48,116 --> 00:25:50,482 How the fuck would I know? I left her with you. 311 00:25:50,547 --> 00:25:53,678 She's the star of your movie. How can you make the movie without Annie? 312 00:25:53,748 --> 00:25:57,291 I left her with you. Where is she? 313 00:25:57,362 --> 00:25:59,217 Let me ask you a question. 314 00:26:02,387 --> 00:26:04,940 You sleepin' with her? 315 00:26:06,644 --> 00:26:10,537 Which would make you feel worse? If I say yes or no? 316 00:26:14,068 --> 00:26:16,752 Are you fucking her? 317 00:26:16,819 --> 00:26:19,504 No, I'm fucking you. 318 00:26:19,541 --> 00:26:22,222 No, I'm fucking you. What do you mean, am I fuckin' her? 319 00:26:22,291 --> 00:26:25,455 Give me a fuckin' answer. Come on. 320 00:26:25,523 --> 00:26:28,491 - Did you fuck her? Come on. - Listen to me. 321 00:26:28,725 --> 00:26:30,829 - It's not a question of did I-- - Did you fuck her? 322 00:26:30,900 --> 00:26:35,091 It's not a question of did I? It's, do I remember? 323 00:26:35,156 --> 00:26:38,351 But more importantly... 324 00:26:38,418 --> 00:26:40,493 do you fuckin' remember? 325 00:26:43,125 --> 00:26:44,619 Think on it. 326 00:26:44,660 --> 00:26:47,531 - Let's go for a drive. - Don't be pullin' on me. 327 00:26:47,604 --> 00:26:49,459 - Let's go for a ride. - You got wheels? 328 00:26:49,524 --> 00:26:51,825 Yeah, man, look at this. 329 00:26:53,299 --> 00:26:55,689 - I got a new one. - Okay, cool. I'll drive. 330 00:26:55,766 --> 00:26:57,226 Let's go. 331 00:26:57,300 --> 00:26:58,760 Come on. 332 00:27:07,316 --> 00:27:09,224 I wanted that fuckin'baby, man. 333 00:27:09,267 --> 00:27:12,019 That baby meant that we had something that was real... 334 00:27:12,086 --> 00:27:14,027 that we weren't just fuckin' around... 335 00:27:14,101 --> 00:27:18,063 that we were capable of creating something that was-- 336 00:27:18,134 --> 00:27:21,994 Why would I-- Why would I-- I wouldn't do that, man. 337 00:27:28,854 --> 00:27:33,131 Annie's the one, man. I mean, you ever been married? 338 00:27:33,206 --> 00:27:35,442 Both of us. We've never been married. 339 00:27:35,510 --> 00:27:37,812 Both of our parents were married one time. 340 00:27:37,878 --> 00:27:41,358 Both of us were the only child in the whole family. 341 00:27:42,678 --> 00:27:44,717 I'm telling you, man. It's like parallel lives. 342 00:27:44,789 --> 00:27:49,013 Annie's-- She's like the other half of me. Dig what I'm sayin'? 343 00:27:50,039 --> 00:27:53,334 She's gonna come back. She has to. 344 00:27:53,398 --> 00:27:55,763 Fuck. 345 00:27:55,829 --> 00:27:58,449 Do you ever think that in this world... 346 00:27:58,519 --> 00:28:02,828 there's somebody out there that's a perfect match for you? 347 00:28:04,215 --> 00:28:06,801 That's what Annie is for me, man. 348 00:28:06,839 --> 00:28:09,772 It's just bullshit. It's just bullshit, man. 349 00:28:14,901 --> 00:28:18,415 Why would I tell her that I didn't want to have the kid? 350 00:28:18,488 --> 00:28:20,344 Why would I-- 351 00:28:23,959 --> 00:28:25,845 I wouldn't say that. 352 00:28:27,254 --> 00:28:30,669 You get it. I'm not gettin' up. You go get it. 353 00:28:35,223 --> 00:28:36,913 Come on! Open up! 354 00:28:37,784 --> 00:28:39,441 Who is it? 355 00:28:39,479 --> 00:28:40,790 Come on! 356 00:28:44,503 --> 00:28:47,284 - Hey! - Hi. I'm Jasmine. 357 00:28:47,318 --> 00:28:49,393 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 358 00:28:50,424 --> 00:28:52,812 Gold card, all right. 359 00:28:52,888 --> 00:28:55,221 All right. You dance? 360 00:28:55,287 --> 00:28:57,262 You got any beer? How ya doin'? 361 00:28:58,809 --> 00:29:00,718 - Dafney. - Dafney. My pleasure. 362 00:29:00,792 --> 00:29:03,344 She wouldn't dance in the club. 363 00:29:03,415 --> 00:29:05,488 That was when I first started. I remember. I never forget. 364 00:29:05,529 --> 00:29:08,050 I'm gettin' an idea here. This thing woofs. 365 00:29:08,087 --> 00:29:11,218 Some chicks have poodles. They walk their dogs. 366 00:29:11,288 --> 00:29:13,144 It's a party, all right. 367 00:29:14,487 --> 00:29:16,113 - Animal. - Director is God. 368 00:29:16,184 --> 00:29:18,965 Yeah, a director is born. 369 00:29:18,999 --> 00:29:23,125 - Put that fuckin' camera away. - I'm lookin' at you guys. 370 00:29:23,192 --> 00:29:26,095 Could you start that again? I had a little boggle. 371 00:29:26,329 --> 00:29:28,216 A little boggle? 372 00:29:28,249 --> 00:29:30,138 Do you like this? 373 00:29:32,409 --> 00:29:34,612 You girls done this before? 374 00:29:37,049 --> 00:29:39,318 Oh, man. Go ahead. Keep rubbing, baby. Rub it, baby. 375 00:29:39,384 --> 00:29:42,135 All right, now make her nipples hard. Make her nipples hard. 376 00:29:42,169 --> 00:29:44,918 Look at that. I didn't know you had that. Wow. 377 00:29:47,448 --> 00:29:49,783 Experience how beautiful it is, man. 378 00:29:49,848 --> 00:29:52,567 Experience how beautiful it is. 379 00:29:52,633 --> 00:29:55,416 That's sweet. That's really sweet. 380 00:29:56,538 --> 00:29:58,425 - Isn't that beautiful? - Wow. 381 00:29:58,458 --> 00:30:00,346 Spank her. Give her a little spank. 382 00:30:00,377 --> 00:30:02,166 Give her a little spank. Come on. Yeah. 383 00:30:02,233 --> 00:30:04,688 Make it pink. Come on. Let's make it pink. 384 00:30:04,761 --> 00:30:08,340 Give it to her. Come on. Slap her. Come on. 385 00:30:08,538 --> 00:30:10,742 A little bit more. Come on. There you go. All right. 386 00:30:10,778 --> 00:30:13,647 Say something. Say, '' Fuck me, baby.'' 387 00:30:13,691 --> 00:30:16,373 - Fuck me, baby. - Fuck me, baby. Say-- 388 00:30:16,441 --> 00:30:18,710 Fuck, shit, cocksucker, motherfucker. 389 00:30:18,777 --> 00:30:20,818 I feel like I'm in a vampire movie. 390 00:30:22,587 --> 00:30:24,147 A vampire movie, eh? 391 00:30:24,218 --> 00:30:27,217 - You're pullin' my hair. - Yeah, I know that. 392 00:30:27,290 --> 00:30:29,678 Hey, wait a minute. Slow down. 393 00:30:29,754 --> 00:30:32,536 A man saying slow down. Okay. 394 00:30:34,682 --> 00:30:38,392 Let me see this. Positioning is hard. 395 00:30:40,474 --> 00:30:42,548 Arch your back. Arch your back. 396 00:30:42,618 --> 00:30:45,651 Arch your back. This way. Push up. Push up. 397 00:30:45,722 --> 00:30:47,928 There you go. Let me see that. That's incredible. 398 00:30:47,996 --> 00:30:49,850 Wait a second. 399 00:30:49,915 --> 00:30:51,442 Where's my fuckin' camera? 400 00:30:52,860 --> 00:30:54,168 Okay, I-- 401 00:31:25,115 --> 00:31:27,288 Sweetheart, what's wrong? 402 00:31:31,389 --> 00:31:33,363 What's wrong? You don't want to party? 403 00:31:36,314 --> 00:31:39,131 Come on. You need to relax. Come on. 404 00:31:40,252 --> 00:31:42,107 What's wrong with you? 405 00:31:44,701 --> 00:31:46,555 Come on. I can relax you. 406 00:32:53,917 --> 00:32:56,635 What'd you stop for? 407 00:32:56,703 --> 00:32:58,939 Will you answer me, please? 408 00:33:10,687 --> 00:33:13,852 Big Foot? Big Foot or what, huh? 409 00:33:16,287 --> 00:33:17,880 That's very nice. 410 00:33:17,951 --> 00:33:22,228 You don't mind, dude, if I just get one fuckin' shot of you in those glasses. 411 00:33:27,391 --> 00:33:29,496 Am I live out there? Am I hooked up back here? 412 00:33:29,568 --> 00:33:34,172 I hope to hell I'm hooked up back here! Am I hooked up back there? 413 00:33:34,208 --> 00:33:38,168 I can't get out of these French novels! These French novelists. 414 00:33:38,239 --> 00:33:40,127 These playwrights, these novels. 415 00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:42,427 All right, so, here we are. 416 00:33:42,655 --> 00:33:44,892 Get a close-up. 417 00:33:44,958 --> 00:33:46,586 - Is this camera hooked up? - Yes! 418 00:33:46,655 --> 00:33:48,926 - Am I live out there? - Yes! 419 00:33:49,792 --> 00:33:52,442 Nana's almost finished. 420 00:33:53,951 --> 00:33:56,286 Balcony is about to begin. 421 00:33:56,352 --> 00:34:00,478 - Fantasy one, take two. - That's real. This here is jive. 422 00:34:00,545 --> 00:34:02,334 This is symbolic jive. 423 00:34:06,048 --> 00:34:08,120 Hit it hard. Hit it loud. Go for it. 424 00:35:12,259 --> 00:35:15,105 It was a boy, Matty. 425 00:35:17,794 --> 00:35:19,835 It was a boy, Matty. 426 00:35:30,914 --> 00:35:34,230 Are you okay? Can I get you something? 427 00:35:38,370 --> 00:35:41,122 May I have a cup of coffee? 428 00:36:05,730 --> 00:36:07,836 I loved you in your last movie. 429 00:36:09,252 --> 00:36:11,673 You're one of my favorite actors. 430 00:36:12,836 --> 00:36:14,810 Is your name Annie? 431 00:36:14,883 --> 00:36:17,339 That's my name. 432 00:36:19,397 --> 00:36:23,139 I'm so nervous. I never get nervous. 433 00:36:32,578 --> 00:36:34,948 You made me have the abortion. 434 00:36:37,860 --> 00:36:41,209 You made me have the abortion. 435 00:36:46,500 --> 00:36:48,092 You made me. 436 00:36:48,163 --> 00:36:51,264 It was a boy, Matty. 437 00:37:00,581 --> 00:37:03,484 So what are you doing in Miami? 438 00:37:05,285 --> 00:37:08,101 I came here to meet you. 439 00:37:15,974 --> 00:37:17,860 Wanna get outta here? 440 00:37:19,333 --> 00:37:21,190 When do you get off?. 441 00:37:23,815 --> 00:37:25,123 Now. 442 00:37:26,918 --> 00:37:28,378 Shall we? 443 00:37:30,694 --> 00:37:32,156 Let's go. 444 00:37:51,624 --> 00:37:54,209 ''I can't help it. 445 00:37:54,279 --> 00:37:56,133 It's a fixation.'' 446 00:38:02,598 --> 00:38:06,176 None of this is real. 447 00:38:12,391 --> 00:38:15,424 Annie! Meet the new Annie! 448 00:38:15,496 --> 00:38:17,437 - Annie? - That's my name. 449 00:38:17,511 --> 00:38:19,681 - How are you? - Good. 450 00:38:19,751 --> 00:38:21,726 You're doin' great, huh? 451 00:38:21,798 --> 00:38:24,548 Who's the leader of the club that's made for you and me 452 00:38:24,615 --> 00:38:26,470 You like to watch yourself in dailies. 453 00:38:26,536 --> 00:38:29,472 Most directors don't like their actors watchin' themselves in dailies. 454 00:38:29,704 --> 00:38:31,678 I think that's bullshit. 455 00:38:31,751 --> 00:38:34,882 You gotta see the good with the bad, right? See the good with the bad. 456 00:38:34,951 --> 00:38:37,536 Know when your acting is shit. Know when you're faking it. 457 00:38:37,574 --> 00:38:39,846 Know when you're fuckin' lyin'. 458 00:38:39,912 --> 00:38:41,820 - Want to be in pictures? - Hey. 459 00:38:41,896 --> 00:38:44,199 You want to be in pictures Come on. 460 00:38:44,265 --> 00:38:46,981 Everybody wants to be in pictures. Don't they? 461 00:38:47,016 --> 00:38:48,226 - Do they? - Sure. 462 00:38:48,296 --> 00:38:49,409 Really. Hey. 463 00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:51,780 - You want to be an actress? - I want to be an actress? 464 00:38:51,848 --> 00:38:54,979 - You want to be an actress? - Yeah. 465 00:38:55,016 --> 00:38:57,569 You're beautiful. Look at you. 466 00:38:57,640 --> 00:38:59,975 Look at you. All right, huh? 467 00:39:01,033 --> 00:39:03,271 - You're pretty. - Thank you. 468 00:39:03,306 --> 00:39:05,725 I'm sure everybody tells you that, huh? 469 00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:09,761 Huh? Yeah. Very, very pretty. Very nice. 470 00:39:11,976 --> 00:39:13,983 Oh, yeah. Got that spark. 471 00:39:14,056 --> 00:39:16,292 Hey, Matt? Matty? 472 00:39:17,321 --> 00:39:20,135 I got a terrific idea. Listen, he's wasted. 473 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,535 Come with me. You wanna smoke a joint? 474 00:39:24,394 --> 00:39:27,742 - Sure. I'll smoke a joint. - Cool. Let's go. 475 00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,745 - Wow! This stuff is cool! - Fuckin' playground, huh? 476 00:39:39,815 --> 00:39:41,704 What kind of movies do you do? Wow. 477 00:39:41,768 --> 00:39:45,000 - Good ones. Put this on. - Put this on. 478 00:39:45,065 --> 00:39:47,007 You said you never wanted to be an actress, huh? 479 00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:49,022 - Well-- - Sit down. 480 00:39:49,097 --> 00:39:51,618 - I did a play in high school. - How were ya? 481 00:39:51,689 --> 00:39:54,722 I think I was very, very good. 482 00:39:54,793 --> 00:39:58,055 - How's that? - You're gonna scare the shit outta him. 483 00:39:58,123 --> 00:39:59,977 - Fuckin' terrific. - Really? 484 00:40:00,042 --> 00:40:02,016 It's fuckin' great. 485 00:40:03,498 --> 00:40:06,315 - You look just like Annie, baby. - I am Annie. 486 00:40:06,379 --> 00:40:09,129 You're Annie 2. There's an Annie 1 . 487 00:40:09,194 --> 00:40:12,643 - Annie 1 ? - Yeah. Anyway-- 488 00:40:14,443 --> 00:40:17,225 - Do I look okay? - You look fabulous. 489 00:40:18,251 --> 00:40:20,422 You look really good. 490 00:40:20,491 --> 00:40:23,392 - Do you like him a lot? - Do I like Matty? 491 00:40:23,467 --> 00:40:25,125 - Yeah. - Yeah. 492 00:40:25,194 --> 00:40:28,904 You in love with him, huh? 493 00:40:28,970 --> 00:40:31,752 Maybe. I don't know. I just met him. 494 00:40:33,098 --> 00:40:35,041 - Okay, go wow him, baby. - He's gonna like it? 495 00:40:35,114 --> 00:40:37,798 You go wow him, okay? 496 00:40:40,524 --> 00:40:42,379 Knock him dead. 497 00:40:57,613 --> 00:40:59,882 We got another Annie in this film. You know that, huh? 498 00:41:02,122 --> 00:41:03,979 Do you like it? 499 00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:18,279 Wait now. You don't need that. You don't need that. 500 00:41:18,348 --> 00:41:20,837 It's okay. It's okay, yeah. 501 00:41:24,524 --> 00:41:26,981 Be the little waitress that you are. 502 00:41:28,011 --> 00:41:29,736 Hey. 503 00:41:29,804 --> 00:41:31,660 Why did you leave me? 504 00:41:31,725 --> 00:41:34,026 - Come on. - Hey. 505 00:41:34,093 --> 00:41:35,948 I missed you so much. 506 00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:42,660 It's okay. 507 00:41:42,734 --> 00:41:45,995 I missed you so much. Oh, baby. 508 00:41:48,045 --> 00:41:49,901 Why did you leave me? 509 00:41:49,965 --> 00:41:52,681 I'm right here. Hey. 510 00:41:58,411 --> 00:42:00,618 It's time for us to shoot the scene. 511 00:42:01,613 --> 00:42:03,467 All that shit that you got on tape and this. 512 00:42:03,532 --> 00:42:06,120 We're just gonna do it. We're gonna do it right now. 513 00:42:07,278 --> 00:42:10,245 Just hang in there. 514 00:42:10,477 --> 00:42:11,723 It's gonna be fuckin'great. 515 00:42:17,421 --> 00:42:19,332 Do you believe in fate? 516 00:42:19,407 --> 00:42:22,373 When you walked into that restaurant... 517 00:42:22,414 --> 00:42:24,868 I just got all these shivers. 518 00:42:24,941 --> 00:42:27,112 My whole body shook. 519 00:42:27,181 --> 00:42:32,333 I just knew that something really big was about to happen. 520 00:42:35,791 --> 00:42:39,783 I don't know. I thought maybe I wasn't gonna be alone anymore. 521 00:42:39,854 --> 00:42:41,514 You'll never be alone again. 522 00:42:41,584 --> 00:42:44,582 Are you acting? 523 00:42:44,654 --> 00:42:47,688 I ain't acting. What the fuck is acting anyway? 524 00:42:47,919 --> 00:42:50,538 I don't know the difference between life and acting anymore. 525 00:42:50,574 --> 00:42:52,037 You know what I'm saying? 526 00:42:52,111 --> 00:42:55,690 It's all started to blur together. It's just a big blur. 527 00:43:08,527 --> 00:43:10,948 Listen to me. 528 00:43:12,142 --> 00:43:15,438 You want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 529 00:43:19,023 --> 00:43:22,503 I don't want my baby to have a father who is a junkie. 530 00:43:24,655 --> 00:43:27,503 All right. Hey. Hey. 531 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,076 You're in the movie, right? 532 00:43:32,143 --> 00:43:35,308 I don't want to waste a lot of film, if you're not in the movie. 533 00:43:35,345 --> 00:43:38,126 This is really important to me. You gonna be in it or not? 534 00:43:39,184 --> 00:43:40,077 Oh, man. 535 00:43:40,144 --> 00:43:43,046 - What? - Where's Annie? 536 00:43:43,119 --> 00:43:46,895 We're gonna find her. We're gonna find her for you. 537 00:43:47,568 --> 00:43:50,349 There she is. She's right there. She's right there. 538 00:43:50,383 --> 00:43:52,490 Hey. It's okay. 539 00:43:53,584 --> 00:43:55,309 You didn't have an abortion, right? 540 00:43:55,376 --> 00:43:57,165 I can do whatever I want. 541 00:44:11,504 --> 00:44:14,058 My name is Matty. 542 00:44:14,129 --> 00:44:17,872 I'm an alcoholic and drug addict. 543 00:44:19,826 --> 00:44:22,248 It's been the longest year of my life. 544 00:44:31,153 --> 00:44:35,660 The wonderful thing about being an actor is you get a script. 545 00:44:35,731 --> 00:44:38,599 You know what it is you're supposed to say. 546 00:44:40,466 --> 00:44:43,782 It's kind of hard for me to tell you my story... 547 00:44:43,856 --> 00:44:46,507 because I don't know where it began. 548 00:44:48,209 --> 00:44:52,302 I suppose it started when I was 1 5 years old... 549 00:44:53,331 --> 00:44:55,697 with my grandmother. 550 00:44:55,763 --> 00:45:00,398 She used to keep a big bottle of vodka in her closet, and I'd-- 551 00:45:01,715 --> 00:45:04,463 I'd sneak in there and watch her drink it... 552 00:45:04,529 --> 00:45:07,629 and wonder what her fascination with that bottle was. 553 00:45:09,075 --> 00:45:11,562 There's lots of opportunities to-- 554 00:45:11,602 --> 00:45:13,608 - Thanks. - use... 555 00:45:15,763 --> 00:45:20,335 forbidden illegal substances on motion picture movie sets. 556 00:45:22,292 --> 00:45:25,967 Because of their availability and... 557 00:45:28,018 --> 00:45:30,888 acceptance that it was sort of... 558 00:45:31,122 --> 00:45:34,538 something that was okay to do, I started to do that myself. 559 00:45:36,146 --> 00:45:39,279 I didn't think I ever recognized it as a problem... 560 00:45:42,643 --> 00:45:45,579 until I started finding it hard to look at myself in the mirror... 561 00:45:47,669 --> 00:45:50,002 'cause I didn't know who I was lookin'at anymore. 562 00:45:54,708 --> 00:45:56,814 So how'd it go? 563 00:46:00,979 --> 00:46:02,836 Where's the water? 564 00:46:05,811 --> 00:46:07,951 I'll go back out. I'll go get it. 565 00:46:09,235 --> 00:46:11,660 - Let me go back. - You only bought stuff for yourself. 566 00:46:11,734 --> 00:46:13,621 Well, I forgot. I'm sorry. 567 00:46:13,685 --> 00:46:15,572 I'll go back out and get it now. 568 00:46:15,637 --> 00:46:17,970 All right. Stay here first. 569 00:46:21,781 --> 00:46:24,203 Get the coin or not? 570 00:46:25,269 --> 00:46:27,275 - You did? - They tell you everything? 571 00:46:27,349 --> 00:46:28,974 No, not everything. 572 00:46:29,043 --> 00:46:30,932 How do you know that I got a coin? 573 00:46:30,965 --> 00:46:32,754 Well, it's one year, right? 574 00:46:34,131 --> 00:46:35,144 Here you go. 575 00:46:35,221 --> 00:46:36,649 - That's it? - Yeah. 576 00:46:36,692 --> 00:46:39,826 - My Olympic medal. - That's one year sober. 577 00:46:39,894 --> 00:46:41,420 Like this. 578 00:46:41,494 --> 00:46:43,403 - It's real, right? - Yeah. 579 00:46:43,477 --> 00:46:46,161 - That's really cool. - ''To thine own self be true.'' 580 00:46:47,733 --> 00:46:50,515 So, you proud of yourself? 581 00:46:53,942 --> 00:46:56,625 - Yeah, I'm proud, yeah. - Yeah. 582 00:46:56,662 --> 00:47:00,819 So, you gonna be good when I'm gone? 583 00:47:00,885 --> 00:47:02,675 Where you goin'? 584 00:47:02,741 --> 00:47:07,248 You know, I gotta go on this trip tomorrow for three days. 585 00:47:08,277 --> 00:47:10,034 You gonna be good? 586 00:47:10,103 --> 00:47:11,379 Three days? 587 00:47:16,502 --> 00:47:18,389 Of course, I'll be good. 588 00:47:18,421 --> 00:47:20,757 - Promise? - I promise. 589 00:47:56,823 --> 00:47:59,094 Did you ever think about seein' a psychiatrist? 590 00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:01,069 Maybe after I'm through with your therapy. 591 00:48:01,112 --> 00:48:03,316 You got an office down here in a bunker. 592 00:48:03,352 --> 00:48:07,148 I think I could find Hitler hidin' around here someplace. 593 00:48:12,088 --> 00:48:14,358 Have you ever declared your love to her? 594 00:48:14,392 --> 00:48:18,646 Yeah. It's funny that I should send her letters and try to-- 595 00:48:18,711 --> 00:48:20,599 I've tried to let her off the hook... 596 00:48:20,663 --> 00:48:25,551 so that she doesn't have to feel responsible for the things she did. 597 00:48:25,593 --> 00:48:31,093 We can get on with our life, but she-- 598 00:48:37,368 --> 00:48:39,408 How old is your mother? 599 00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:41,901 She doesn't write me back. She doesn't call me. 600 00:48:41,975 --> 00:48:45,391 She doesn't-- She's not willing to-- 601 00:48:46,553 --> 00:48:48,659 So, she's like Annie? 602 00:48:50,201 --> 00:48:52,142 Now that you mention it, she is a bit like her. 603 00:48:52,216 --> 00:48:54,421 - How old is your mom? - Sixty-four. 604 00:48:54,651 --> 00:48:56,885 Have you had thoughts about the day when she would die? 605 00:48:56,921 --> 00:48:58,810 Absolutely. 606 00:48:58,842 --> 00:49:00,881 How do you feel about that? 607 00:49:00,953 --> 00:49:05,011 I feel like it would be a relief... 608 00:49:05,240 --> 00:49:07,827 that she'd finally be off the hook. 609 00:49:09,240 --> 00:49:11,380 What was different about your relationship with Annie... 610 00:49:11,449 --> 00:49:14,067 than your relationship with Susan? 611 00:49:14,138 --> 00:49:16,788 Susan doesn't get high. Susan doesn't drink. 612 00:49:16,857 --> 00:49:19,726 Susan doesn't-- Susan doesn't-- 613 00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:25,496 She's like a health food store. 614 00:49:26,522 --> 00:49:28,244 She's like a health food store. 615 00:49:28,312 --> 00:49:30,202 So what do you think about that? 616 00:49:31,482 --> 00:49:33,457 It's healthy. 617 00:49:33,530 --> 00:49:35,439 So you don't think very much of it? 618 00:49:36,570 --> 00:49:38,424 You dismiss her? 619 00:49:38,490 --> 00:49:41,042 I don't dismiss her. I appreciate her. 620 00:49:41,114 --> 00:49:43,284 But you're sarcastic when you refer to her. 621 00:49:43,320 --> 00:49:44,783 Yeah. 622 00:49:44,857 --> 00:49:48,154 So there's a part of you that wants to bury Annie once and for all? 623 00:49:48,218 --> 00:49:49,527 Yeah. 624 00:49:49,594 --> 00:49:51,569 How do you want to do that? 625 00:49:52,699 --> 00:49:55,666 I want her to say good-bye. I want her to-- 626 00:49:55,738 --> 00:50:00,659 I want her to cut that cord. 627 00:50:00,891 --> 00:50:02,997 I want her to cut that umbilical cord. 628 00:50:03,066 --> 00:50:05,684 So she's got to do it, not you? 629 00:50:05,754 --> 00:50:08,274 - You're the passive one here. - Well, yeah. 630 00:50:08,346 --> 00:50:09,720 - What? - Yeah. 631 00:50:09,784 --> 00:50:11,926 Do you consider yourself a passive person? 632 00:50:11,995 --> 00:50:14,712 A baby doesn't cut his own cord, does he? 633 00:50:14,779 --> 00:50:17,202 You're the helpless baby? 634 00:50:17,276 --> 00:50:19,131 - Yeah, I guess so. - Yeah? 635 00:50:19,196 --> 00:50:21,585 So you don't want to take charge of your life? 636 00:50:21,659 --> 00:50:23,252 - I can't-- - I can't? 637 00:50:23,291 --> 00:50:25,559 I don't have the tools to cut the cord. 638 00:50:25,627 --> 00:50:27,284 Annie has the tools? 639 00:52:07,006 --> 00:52:08,317 What is it? 640 00:52:13,150 --> 00:52:14,579 What is it? 641 00:52:26,334 --> 00:52:28,245 Honey, what is it? 642 00:52:49,247 --> 00:52:53,175 When I was a little girl, I also had bad dreams. 643 00:52:54,431 --> 00:52:57,116 My grandmother took me to church. 644 00:52:57,153 --> 00:53:00,598 It was really scary, because it was really dark... 645 00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:03,934 and there was a priest with a long beard. 646 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:06,334 He really scared me. 647 00:53:06,399 --> 00:53:10,143 And he put his big, black robe around me, you know. 648 00:53:11,968 --> 00:53:16,190 And he read the Bible to me, and all my bad dreams went away. 649 00:53:17,343 --> 00:53:20,126 You think I should go to see a priest? 650 00:53:22,112 --> 00:53:24,895 Well, you could tell me. Maybe it'll help. 651 00:53:51,745 --> 00:53:53,207 Tell me. 652 00:54:03,233 --> 00:54:06,102 Tell me. You can tell me. 653 00:54:06,176 --> 00:54:08,031 Yes, you can. 654 00:54:11,265 --> 00:54:13,566 Please, Matty. Tell me. 655 00:54:18,754 --> 00:54:20,216 Come on. 656 00:54:51,139 --> 00:54:54,073 Why did you come? Why are you here? 657 00:54:59,939 --> 00:55:01,912 'Cause I'm having bad dreams. 658 00:55:04,483 --> 00:55:06,338 What are those dreams like? 659 00:55:07,842 --> 00:55:11,292 They're dreams of death. 660 00:55:11,364 --> 00:55:13,502 Dreams of-- 661 00:55:13,540 --> 00:55:15,580 Very violent dreams. 662 00:55:15,812 --> 00:55:19,292 When you say violent, in what way are they violent? 663 00:55:22,179 --> 00:55:25,561 I say and do things in the dreams... 664 00:55:29,221 --> 00:55:32,833 that I know I wouldn't do, that I know I'm not capable of doing. 665 00:55:34,019 --> 00:55:37,281 But they're so real and so vivid that... 666 00:55:38,883 --> 00:55:42,846 they feel as though I've actually done them. 667 00:55:42,917 --> 00:55:45,601 Can you give me an example of a dream like that? 668 00:55:46,725 --> 00:55:49,539 What's the last dream you've had that was upsetting? 669 00:55:53,667 --> 00:55:56,385 That Annie was pregnant... 670 00:55:56,451 --> 00:55:57,762 and I-- 671 00:56:02,597 --> 00:56:05,149 that I... 672 00:56:05,219 --> 00:56:08,069 took my hands and... 673 00:56:11,046 --> 00:56:12,900 choked her to death. 674 00:56:14,501 --> 00:56:16,837 So, in your mind you're a murderer. 675 00:56:16,902 --> 00:56:19,390 Not in my mind. In my nightmares. 676 00:56:19,461 --> 00:56:20,769 In your nightmares. 677 00:56:22,022 --> 00:56:25,666 If I could just speak to her-- If you could get her to call here-- 678 00:56:25,861 --> 00:56:28,251 - She doesn't want to speak to you. - Why? 679 00:56:28,324 --> 00:56:33,059 I don't know, but it's obvious. So she's out of your life. 680 00:56:33,126 --> 00:56:35,133 But you're hanging onto this painful thought. 681 00:56:35,207 --> 00:56:38,021 Not only are you missing her and feeling the pain of that... 682 00:56:38,086 --> 00:56:39,942 but you're going yourself one better-- 683 00:56:40,007 --> 00:56:42,428 you're telling yourself that you killed her. 684 00:56:43,748 --> 00:56:46,270 Maybe that's what I want to do. 685 00:56:46,342 --> 00:56:48,196 That's a nice intellectualization. 686 00:56:48,262 --> 00:56:50,401 That way I could get her out of my life. 687 00:56:50,470 --> 00:56:54,177 If I could just kill the bitch, then she'd be gone. 688 00:56:54,246 --> 00:56:56,221 You already think you did. 689 00:56:56,294 --> 00:56:58,149 Where are you gonna find Annie? 690 00:57:00,550 --> 00:57:01,860 Miami. 691 00:57:01,927 --> 00:57:03,781 Is that a question or an answer? 692 00:57:03,847 --> 00:57:06,661 Miami is an answer. Maybe she's still down there. 693 00:57:06,726 --> 00:57:08,866 What prevents you from going to Miami? 694 00:57:09,094 --> 00:57:10,404 Nothing. 695 00:57:12,423 --> 00:57:12,581 What do you mean, 90 percent of my work is seen on television? 696 00:57:12,581 --> 00:57:15,234 What do you mean, 90 percent of my work is seen on television? 697 00:57:15,303 --> 00:57:20,005 Yeah, after it comes out on video and the ABC, NBC, CBS bullshit. 698 00:57:20,039 --> 00:57:23,234 I'm flattered that he came to me first, but I don't give a shit. 699 00:57:23,464 --> 00:57:25,667 When was the last time one of his movies made any money? 700 00:57:25,734 --> 00:57:29,031 And now you're trying to push me into a TV series so I don't have a career. 701 00:57:29,256 --> 00:57:31,744 Look at the people I've worked with. Have I ever cared about money? 702 00:57:31,816 --> 00:57:36,005 Why would I start being interested in money at this point in my life? 703 00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:38,047 Seventy-five grand a week? 704 00:57:38,118 --> 00:57:39,808 Just a minute. What? 705 00:57:39,878 --> 00:57:41,440 Did he say 7 5,000? 706 00:57:41,511 --> 00:57:43,781 He said $7 5,000 a week. 707 00:57:43,847 --> 00:57:45,702 Wow, that's a lot of money. 708 00:57:46,536 --> 00:57:49,700 Susan thinks that $7 5,000 a week is a lot of money. 709 00:57:49,768 --> 00:57:52,637 Well, $7 5,000 is a lot of money... 710 00:57:52,712 --> 00:57:55,711 if I wanted to be a television actor. 711 00:57:56,808 --> 00:57:58,236 Yeah, thank you. 712 00:57:58,312 --> 00:58:01,345 - Tell him that. Schmuck. - What did he say? 713 00:58:01,415 --> 00:58:03,271 What did he say, Matty? 714 00:58:04,297 --> 00:58:06,978 It's not really any of your business. 715 00:58:07,048 --> 00:58:08,902 It's,just, you know-- 716 00:58:08,967 --> 00:58:10,823 What do you mean ? 717 00:58:12,680 --> 00:58:16,389 - It's none of my business? - How much did this painting cost? 718 00:58:16,456 --> 00:58:18,528 - Why? - Let's talk about this, not that. 719 00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:21,797 Because this is your business, and that is my business. 720 00:58:22,023 --> 00:58:23,716 And you're talking about my business? 721 00:58:23,945 --> 00:58:26,433 What is this, a basin people used to wash their faces in? 722 00:58:26,505 --> 00:58:30,017 - I mean, who cares? - Great. Yeah. Thanks. 723 00:58:32,617 --> 00:58:34,307 Come on. What did he say? 724 00:58:37,002 --> 00:58:39,455 He said to mind your own fucking business. 725 00:58:39,528 --> 00:58:43,490 - You have to go back to work sometime. - I know I have to go back to work! 726 00:58:43,561 --> 00:58:46,374 I know that. I know that. 727 00:58:46,407 --> 00:58:50,600 You don't think that I know that I have to go back to work sometime? 728 00:58:54,729 --> 00:58:56,617 - Let's go. - Don't be like this. 729 00:58:56,649 --> 00:58:59,682 Like what? Stop treating me like you're some prison warden. 730 00:58:59,755 --> 00:59:02,339 I don't want to leave it like this. 731 00:59:02,409 --> 00:59:05,279 I can take care of myself for three days while you're gone. 732 00:59:20,907 --> 00:59:23,721 You'll miss the plane. You said it yourself. 733 00:59:26,155 --> 00:59:29,732 Come on. You said 20 minutes. You're gonna make her late. 734 00:59:29,802 --> 00:59:32,224 Fuckin' dick-head. 735 00:59:32,299 --> 00:59:34,788 Wait a minute. Fuckin' son of a bitch. 736 00:59:35,019 --> 00:59:36,710 Wait a minute. Susan. 737 00:59:43,178 --> 00:59:44,607 Bye. 738 01:00:26,028 --> 01:00:27,914 This is fuckin' cool. 739 01:00:33,706 --> 01:00:36,041 Go for it, baby. Go for it. 740 01:00:36,107 --> 01:00:39,371 You know what'd really be cool? If you guys had some fans. 741 01:00:39,437 --> 01:00:42,251 If you had some fans, you could fan me. 742 01:00:44,716 --> 01:00:47,466 Oh, shit. Oh, man. 743 01:00:56,108 --> 01:00:58,858 What the fuck are you doing here? 744 01:00:58,923 --> 01:01:02,699 - You look great, man. You okay? - Yeah, I feel great. 745 01:01:02,764 --> 01:01:04,618 What are you backpedaling for? 746 01:01:04,684 --> 01:01:07,915 I need to talk to you. I don't want to talk in front of those-- 747 01:01:12,013 --> 01:01:13,507 I gotta see Annie. 748 01:01:13,581 --> 01:01:17,093 No, you don't have to see Annie. Annie's living in Mexico City, man. 749 01:01:17,164 --> 01:01:19,980 She's got an old man. She's been there a year. She's doing fine. 750 01:01:20,044 --> 01:01:24,803 Just go back to New York. You don't want to be looking for trouble down here. 751 01:01:24,878 --> 01:01:26,340 Just go home. 752 01:01:30,477 --> 01:01:33,325 I gotta see Annie. I gotta make my peace. 753 01:01:33,358 --> 01:01:35,244 Just let it go, man. 754 01:01:35,277 --> 01:01:38,146 I gotta see her. I gotta talk to her. 755 01:01:38,220 --> 01:01:40,941 That chick was kickin' the shit out of you, brother. 756 01:01:41,007 --> 01:01:44,748 I gotta make my amends. I can't get on with my life until I seal this thing up. 757 01:01:44,814 --> 01:01:47,848 Oh, you fuckin' AA people and your fuckin' amends. 758 01:01:47,918 --> 01:01:51,715 -Just let the fuckin' thing go. - No, I'm not gonna let it go! 759 01:01:51,790 --> 01:01:55,303 Don't give me that AA shit. You don't know what I've been through. 760 01:01:55,376 --> 01:01:58,242 I've been crying for two years. 761 01:01:58,284 --> 01:02:00,675 My gut's coming out of my stomach. 762 01:02:02,542 --> 01:02:06,119 We were together for five years, and she just walked out of my life. 763 01:02:07,407 --> 01:02:11,563 I'll make some calls. I'm not promising you nothin'. 764 01:02:11,631 --> 01:02:13,487 - Please, Mick. - All right, all right. 765 01:02:13,551 --> 01:02:14,827 I'll make some calls. 766 01:02:14,895 --> 01:02:16,935 Take it easy down here. 767 01:02:17,007 --> 01:02:18,862 You're looking great. 768 01:02:22,605 --> 01:02:24,995 You look good straight, man. 769 01:02:33,968 --> 01:02:35,560 That's fuckin' really nice. 770 01:02:56,977 --> 01:02:58,919 You want something? 771 01:03:04,527 --> 01:03:06,797 I told you about Mickey, right? 772 01:03:08,336 --> 01:03:11,270 The moment of awe. The moment of awe. 773 01:04:47,700 --> 01:04:49,161 Yeah, baby. 774 01:05:35,443 --> 01:05:37,332 She comes up to me... 775 01:05:37,397 --> 01:05:38,859 and she-- 776 01:05:40,213 --> 01:05:42,121 she knocks on the door... 777 01:05:42,197 --> 01:05:43,853 and he's there. 778 01:05:43,924 --> 01:05:46,826 You want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 779 01:05:46,900 --> 01:05:48,754 Listen to me. 780 01:05:50,389 --> 01:05:52,561 Would you like to come in? 781 01:05:57,844 --> 01:05:59,982 Would you like to have a drink... 782 01:06:00,052 --> 01:06:03,566 or would you just like to give me a blow job right now? 783 01:06:03,605 --> 01:06:06,988 Did you want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 784 01:06:14,516 --> 01:06:16,405 Did you have an abortion? 785 01:06:17,844 --> 01:06:19,220 Did you? 786 01:06:19,286 --> 01:06:22,417 I don't want my baby to have a father who is a junkie. 787 01:06:22,486 --> 01:06:25,006 You understand that? 788 01:06:25,046 --> 01:06:26,933 Who's the junkie? 789 01:06:26,966 --> 01:06:28,852 Who you talking about? 790 01:06:31,703 --> 01:06:33,775 - You told me-- - Did you have an abortion? 791 01:06:34,807 --> 01:06:35,951 Yes. 792 01:06:36,023 --> 01:06:38,837 You told me to have an abortion. It's yours! 793 01:06:49,076 --> 01:06:52,112 What did it feel like? Huh? What did it feel like? 794 01:06:53,237 --> 01:06:57,548 What did it feel like to have an abortion? 795 01:06:57,622 --> 01:06:59,892 Why would you fuckin'cut my-- 796 01:08:04,247 --> 01:08:06,103 That's it. 797 01:08:06,168 --> 01:08:07,860 That's it. 798 01:08:07,929 --> 01:08:10,514 Go for it, Matty. Oh,yeah. 799 01:08:10,585 --> 01:08:12,078 Go for it. 800 01:08:12,152 --> 01:08:14,454 That's pure, man. 801 01:08:14,520 --> 01:08:15,829 That's pure. 802 01:08:44,409 --> 01:08:47,191 Hello, Rene, it's Matty. 803 01:08:47,256 --> 01:08:50,605 Hey, listen, I'm sorry to be calling you so late... 804 01:08:50,842 --> 01:08:53,493 but did Annie-- did Annie go home to see-- 805 01:08:53,723 --> 01:08:54,835 Did Annie go home? 806 01:08:54,906 --> 01:08:59,163 Did she return to France? 807 01:08:59,195 --> 01:09:01,082 Did she go home? 808 01:09:03,097 --> 01:09:04,559 No, no, I don't. 809 01:09:04,634 --> 01:09:08,343 You see, I don't know where she is. That's why I'm calling you. 810 01:09:08,409 --> 01:09:11,225 I was hoping maybe you could tell me where she was. 811 01:09:14,876 --> 01:09:17,243 No, no, it's Matt. How you doing, baby? 812 01:09:17,276 --> 01:09:19,893 Listen, I need to talk to Annie. 813 01:09:19,962 --> 01:09:22,067 You haven't seen her, have you? 814 01:09:22,138 --> 01:09:26,994 I've been calling all over the place, and I thought you would know. 815 01:09:27,067 --> 01:09:28,408 What? 816 01:09:31,706 --> 01:09:34,129 Forget the ''I-got-a-lot-of-nerve''shit. Where is she? 817 01:09:34,202 --> 01:09:37,586 Fuck you, man! You know who this is. You shot the pictures for Premiere. 818 01:09:37,659 --> 01:09:42,003 You were the last person to see her. Now, where the fuck is she? Huh? 819 01:09:42,076 --> 01:09:45,108 No, fuck you, you fucking cocksucker! 820 01:09:45,178 --> 01:09:50,034 Tell me where she is, or I'm gonna come over there and put my fist up your ass! 821 01:10:08,283 --> 01:10:09,744 Where are you? 822 01:10:09,819 --> 01:10:11,860 Hi, baby-- Ow. 823 01:10:11,933 --> 01:10:15,708 What do you mean, ''Hi, baby''? Where the hell are you? 824 01:10:17,245 --> 01:10:18,967 Matty, where are you? 825 01:10:19,196 --> 01:10:22,361 I come home, and there's nobody here, not even a note. 826 01:10:22,397 --> 01:10:24,185 Where are you? 827 01:10:24,252 --> 01:10:25,910 I am in Miami. 828 01:10:25,980 --> 01:10:29,461 In Miami? In Miami. Have you been drinking? 829 01:10:31,131 --> 01:10:32,988 Have you been drinking? 830 01:10:34,013 --> 01:10:35,986 You've been drinking. Oh, okay. 831 01:10:39,005 --> 01:10:42,234 Don't lie to me. Come on. Don't do this to me. 832 01:10:42,302 --> 01:10:43,730 I'm not lying. 833 01:10:43,804 --> 01:10:46,423 Oh, God, you're so fucking drunk. 834 01:10:46,493 --> 01:10:48,348 You're so fucking drunk. 835 01:10:49,278 --> 01:10:51,545 Why'd you do that? Why? 836 01:10:53,821 --> 01:10:55,926 I'm pregnant. 837 01:10:55,964 --> 01:10:58,266 What do you say to that? 838 01:10:58,333 --> 01:11:00,187 I'm gonna come down. Okay? 839 01:11:00,253 --> 01:11:02,620 No, I'm gonna come home tonight. I'll be home. 840 01:11:02,654 --> 01:11:04,311 The guy, the concierge... 841 01:11:04,381 --> 01:11:07,731 he's making the reservations, so there's no reason for you to come down. 842 01:11:07,773 --> 01:11:10,456 Which plane are you taking? 843 01:11:10,494 --> 01:11:13,877 I don't know. The guy is making the reservations. 844 01:11:15,166 --> 01:11:16,343 Do you promise? 845 01:11:16,413 --> 01:11:18,301 I promise. I promise. 846 01:11:18,333 --> 01:11:19,860 Just-- 847 01:11:19,934 --> 01:11:22,137 Just be cool. Just stay there. 848 01:11:22,173 --> 01:11:24,060 I miss you so much. 849 01:11:25,183 --> 01:11:27,603 - I love you. - I love you too. 850 01:11:29,311 --> 01:11:30,620 I really do. 851 01:13:21,666 --> 01:13:23,771 How are you? Close the door. 852 01:13:23,842 --> 01:13:26,776 How the fuck are you? Fuckin' nut. 853 01:13:26,849 --> 01:13:29,719 How you doin'? When you gonna meet me later? 854 01:13:29,794 --> 01:13:32,182 I gotta get goin'. People are beeping me all night. 855 01:13:32,257 --> 01:13:35,487 - What do you got? - What do I always got? 856 01:13:35,554 --> 01:13:37,529 - You all right? - Yeah, man. 857 01:13:39,873 --> 01:13:44,064 - This ain't talcum powder, is it? - It's all rocks. Give me the money. 858 01:13:44,129 --> 01:13:45,655 You don't trust me? 859 01:13:45,729 --> 01:13:47,704 Hey, I saw that movie you were in. 860 01:13:47,777 --> 01:13:50,680 You played a cop and you fuckin' killed all the coke addicts. 861 01:13:50,754 --> 01:13:53,657 - I couldn't fuckin' believe it. - You want a drink? 862 01:13:53,731 --> 01:13:57,307 No, I don't drink. I want you to show me how you killed all those fuckin' guys. 863 01:13:58,337 --> 01:14:01,567 - I believe that's where she's at. - How would she have died? 864 01:14:01,601 --> 01:14:04,286 - That's one of my nightmares. - What is the nightmare? 865 01:14:04,322 --> 01:14:05,816 That I'm responsible. 866 01:14:05,890 --> 01:14:08,607 In what way are you responsible in the dream? 867 01:14:08,642 --> 01:14:11,489 That I took my hands and... 868 01:14:12,994 --> 01:14:14,174 choked her. 869 01:14:14,402 --> 01:14:16,443 I'll see you later. Okay? 870 01:14:16,514 --> 01:14:18,401 - You all right? - Yeah. Thanks. 871 01:14:36,001 --> 01:14:36,931 That's it. 872 01:14:39,490 --> 01:14:41,563 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 873 01:14:42,563 --> 01:14:45,563 That's it. Wow. That's pure, man. 874 01:14:46,563 --> 01:14:47,992 That's pure. 875 01:15:12,421 --> 01:15:14,276 He's looking for me? 876 01:15:17,156 --> 01:15:19,011 He's fuckin' pathetic, man. 877 01:15:22,787 --> 01:15:24,097 She's here. 878 01:15:25,220 --> 01:15:28,034 I got her from Acapulco, man. She's here. 879 01:15:34,116 --> 01:15:35,458 You're alive. 880 01:15:50,502 --> 01:15:52,357 I missed you so much. 881 01:16:06,981 --> 01:16:08,837 Where you been, baby? 882 01:16:10,759 --> 01:16:12,613 Ayear and a half and... 883 01:16:14,630 --> 01:16:16,484 you never even called me. 884 01:16:19,685 --> 01:16:22,106 Don't you care about me, baby? 885 01:16:24,741 --> 01:16:27,129 You look like a piece of shit. 886 01:16:30,086 --> 01:16:33,862 I believed so much you stopped drinking. 887 01:16:33,928 --> 01:16:35,782 I'm not drinking. I just-- 888 01:16:35,847 --> 01:16:37,189 Oh, I see. 889 01:16:37,414 --> 01:16:39,138 I'm not drinking. This was-- 890 01:16:40,839 --> 01:16:41,985 Tell her, Mickey. 891 01:16:42,215 --> 01:16:44,900 Tell her. I was straight, man. 892 01:16:45,097 --> 01:16:47,463 I was straight, man! 893 01:16:47,527 --> 01:16:50,624 The whole time I was gone, I wasn't drinking! 894 01:16:50,661 --> 01:16:54,885 I was missing you, and you fucking wouldn't come to me! 895 01:17:01,864 --> 01:17:03,772 I'll lose my time in Acapulco. 896 01:17:03,846 --> 01:17:06,661 Say something, man! Say something! 897 01:17:06,727 --> 01:17:08,669 Hey, man, we're getting out of here. 898 01:17:08,710 --> 01:17:11,199 I'm taking her to the airport. Do whatever you want. 899 01:17:11,272 --> 01:17:15,974 - I don't want to lose my time. - She's back. Back to Acapulco. 900 01:18:50,283 --> 01:18:54,079 I just lie down and I can look up and see all the stars. 901 01:18:56,169 --> 01:18:57,663 The roof opens? 902 01:18:57,737 --> 01:19:00,554 Well,you know, like a sunroof. 903 01:19:00,619 --> 01:19:05,352 But it doesn't close, so when it rains it's kinda shitty. You know? 904 01:19:05,418 --> 01:19:06,728 Where is it? 905 01:19:08,458 --> 01:19:09,703 Sorry! 906 01:19:09,771 --> 01:19:11,330 Are you okay? 907 01:19:11,403 --> 01:19:12,930 Do I have goals? 908 01:19:13,001 --> 01:19:14,913 Do you? 909 01:19:14,988 --> 01:19:16,296 Right. 910 01:19:50,861 --> 01:19:52,288 You want a kiss? 911 01:19:53,388 --> 01:19:55,241 - Oh, you're beautiful. - Thank you. 912 01:19:55,307 --> 01:19:57,828 I'm sure everybody tells you that. 913 01:19:58,060 --> 01:20:00,033 Ooh, yeah. Got that spark. 914 01:20:00,107 --> 01:20:02,214 - You wanna smoke a joint? - Sure. 915 01:20:02,283 --> 01:20:05,033 Cool. Let's go. Right out that way. 916 01:20:05,099 --> 01:20:06,693 Where are we going? 917 01:20:06,764 --> 01:20:09,831 How about candle wax? You ever had candle wax dripped on you? 918 01:20:09,901 --> 01:20:13,926 That's pretty fuckin' harmless. I never heard of anyone dying from that. 919 01:20:13,996 --> 01:20:16,746 - How's that? - You'll scare the shit out of him. 920 01:20:16,782 --> 01:20:18,504 - Fuckin' terrific. - Really? 921 01:20:18,573 --> 01:20:20,580 It's fuckin' great. 922 01:20:20,652 --> 01:20:23,684 Annie. You look just like Annie, baby. 923 01:20:23,755 --> 01:20:25,218 I am Annie. 924 01:20:25,260 --> 01:20:28,360 No, no, you're Annie 2. There's an Annie 1 . 925 01:20:28,427 --> 01:20:29,834 - Annie 1 ? - Yeah. 926 01:20:29,899 --> 01:20:32,268 Do your lips like that. 927 01:20:32,333 --> 01:20:34,723 - No, not like that. - Excuse me. 928 01:20:34,798 --> 01:20:37,132 Lick your lips casually. Just casually. 929 01:20:37,199 --> 01:20:40,296 Look at my crotch and lick your lips. Come on! 930 01:20:40,366 --> 01:20:42,885 You can do that. I'm not touching you. Do it. 931 01:20:43,916 --> 01:20:46,731 Let's walk and talk. Let's go blow his mind. 932 01:20:46,797 --> 01:20:49,220 - You ready? - Okay, should I leave this-- 933 01:20:49,295 --> 01:20:52,043 Do you like him a lot? Huh? 934 01:20:52,110 --> 01:20:54,924 Maybe. I don't know. I just met him. 935 01:20:56,237 --> 01:20:59,237 Okay, go wow him, baby. You go wow him. 936 01:21:03,631 --> 01:21:05,518 Knock him dead. 937 01:21:24,174 --> 01:21:25,635 Do you like it? 938 01:21:28,943 --> 01:21:32,173 Wait a second, baby. You don't need that. 939 01:21:32,240 --> 01:21:34,182 It's okay, it's okay. Yeah. 940 01:21:35,247 --> 01:21:37,254 Go ahead. 941 01:21:37,328 --> 01:21:40,142 Be the little waitress that you are, baby. 942 01:21:44,334 --> 01:21:46,790 Why did you leave me? 943 01:21:46,861 --> 01:21:49,679 - I was just in the next room. - Why did you go? 944 01:21:50,893 --> 01:21:52,356 I'm right here. 945 01:22:08,914 --> 01:22:11,759 Hey. Hey, hey. What's going on? 946 01:22:19,919 --> 01:22:21,349 Tell her, man. 947 01:22:23,601 --> 01:22:25,608 You didn't have an abortion, right? 948 01:22:25,681 --> 01:22:27,272 It's not impor-- 949 01:22:27,344 --> 01:22:30,158 Is this acting? What are you doing? Matty. 950 01:22:32,080 --> 01:22:34,567 Just go with it, baby. Just go with it. 951 01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:37,096 Tell her. 952 01:22:37,170 --> 01:22:38,598 Tell her, Matty. 953 01:22:40,624 --> 01:22:42,762 - Where's the baby? - You're hurting me. 954 01:22:42,800 --> 01:22:45,188 Where's the baby? 955 01:22:45,263 --> 01:22:47,401 Stop it! Help! 956 01:22:47,440 --> 01:22:49,513 - I'm choking, Matty. - Tell me. 957 01:22:50,545 --> 01:22:52,139 Tell me! 958 01:24:06,483 --> 01:24:09,298 Pretty emotional about that take, huh? 959 01:24:10,901 --> 01:24:13,168 Did you feel that one, did ya? 960 01:24:14,706 --> 01:24:16,681 Best fuckin' work you've ever done. 961 01:24:17,460 --> 01:24:20,275 It's too bad you don't fuckin' remember it. 962 01:24:21,426 --> 01:24:24,242 Too bad you're a fuckin' coked-up drunk. 963 01:24:24,307 --> 01:24:27,242 You don't fuckin' remember your best performance. 964 01:24:29,140 --> 01:24:31,660 It's hard for me to fuckin' forget it. 965 01:24:32,725 --> 01:24:35,111 What kind of piece of shit are you? 966 01:24:35,187 --> 01:24:37,707 What kind of piece of filth are you? 967 01:24:37,779 --> 01:24:40,465 You big fuckin' movie star. 968 01:24:40,501 --> 01:24:43,349 Come down and shit all over my parade, brother. 969 01:24:43,382 --> 01:24:48,400 Shit on my little fuckin' parade, you big, privileged fuckin' movie star. 970 01:24:48,469 --> 01:24:49,896 Huh? 971 01:24:50,516 --> 01:24:53,330 You killed that chick that fuckin' night... 972 01:24:54,741 --> 01:24:56,627 and I watched you. 973 01:24:56,661 --> 01:24:59,660 And I don't wanna fuckin' cop out on this... 974 01:24:59,733 --> 01:25:03,954 but I didn't know she was fuckin' dead until I touched her fuckin' face. 975 01:25:04,019 --> 01:25:08,593 And you couldn't have known she was dead 'cause you were in a fuckin' blackout. 976 01:25:08,630 --> 01:25:11,597 I got rid of her. I got rid of her. 977 01:25:15,989 --> 01:25:18,378 When are you gonna fuckin' take responsibility? 978 01:25:18,453 --> 01:25:22,763 Look in the mirror at a fuckin' murderer and grow up, motherfucker. 979 01:25:22,837 --> 01:25:26,185 Grow up real fuckin' quick, 'cause you ain't gonna live very long. 980 01:25:26,389 --> 01:25:28,660 'Cause this is my life too... 981 01:25:28,726 --> 01:25:30,928 you piece of shit. 982 01:25:30,997 --> 01:25:33,811 Fuck you and the fuckin' horse you rode in on. 983 01:25:33,878 --> 01:25:37,292 You get out of my fuckin' life. You get out of my fuckin' life. 984 01:25:37,365 --> 01:25:40,234 Out of my fuckin' mind. Out of my fuckin' memory. 985 01:25:40,309 --> 01:25:42,514 Get outta here! Out! 986 01:25:42,743 --> 01:25:45,393 Out! Out! Out! Out! 987 01:25:48,628 --> 01:25:50,004 Get outta here! 988 01:25:50,070 --> 01:25:52,339 Fuckin' live with it, motherfucker! 989 01:25:52,406 --> 01:25:55,634 Live with it! Grow up, you cocksucker! 990 01:25:56,629 --> 01:25:58,518 Learn to live with it! 991 01:25:59,542 --> 01:26:01,396 You piece of filth. 992 01:26:02,582 --> 01:26:04,043 Fuck you. 993 01:26:05,206 --> 01:26:06,515 Fuck you. 994 01:26:08,630 --> 01:26:10,192 Fuck you! 995 01:26:28,118 --> 01:26:29,494 I answered your question. 996 01:26:29,559 --> 01:26:35,123 As you look at your life, are you satisfied with what and where you are? 997 01:26:35,159 --> 01:26:37,579 What do you want to be different? 998 01:26:37,654 --> 01:26:41,484 I wanna be free from my past. 999 01:26:43,638 --> 01:26:46,487 What comes to your mind? What are your options? 1000 01:27:04,440 --> 01:27:05,685 What are you doing? 1001 01:27:05,752 --> 01:27:08,240 I told you to stay in New York! 1002 01:27:08,312 --> 01:27:11,442 Get outta here! I told you not to come here! 1003 01:27:11,511 --> 01:27:12,973 Stop it! 1004 01:27:14,038 --> 01:27:15,929 I don't love you. 1005 01:27:19,160 --> 01:27:20,653 I don't love you. 1006 01:27:20,729 --> 01:27:22,585 I don't love you. Okay? 1007 01:27:24,697 --> 01:27:27,696 - Do you think you love me? - I love you. 1008 01:27:27,767 --> 01:27:30,899 You don't even know me. You don't know anything about me! 1009 01:27:31,928 --> 01:27:34,295 Listen to me. Listen. 1010 01:27:34,360 --> 01:27:35,671 Listen to me! 1011 01:27:38,520 --> 01:27:40,407 I'm a murderer. 1012 01:27:41,881 --> 01:27:43,736 I'm a murderer. 1013 01:27:45,336 --> 01:27:46,897 You hear me? 1014 01:27:46,968 --> 01:27:49,936 I'm a murderer! Do you hear me? 1015 01:27:50,009 --> 01:27:51,951 I killed somebody! 1016 01:27:53,273 --> 01:27:54,965 You think you love me? 1017 01:27:56,216 --> 01:27:58,453 I don't even love myself. 1018 01:27:58,522 --> 01:28:00,375 So how can you love me? 1019 01:28:00,441 --> 01:28:01,937 Do you understand? 1020 01:28:01,978 --> 01:28:05,938 I took a 17 year-old by the throat, and I choked the life out of her. 1021 01:28:05,976 --> 01:28:07,406 Do you understand? 1022 01:28:07,481 --> 01:28:09,970 If you love me, you'll let me go. 1023 01:28:11,897 --> 01:28:13,206 Let me go. 1024 01:28:19,547 --> 01:28:21,816 Get outta here! Go home! 1025 01:28:31,129 --> 01:28:32,625 Don't do that! 1026 01:28:32,699 --> 01:28:33,746 Don't! 1027 01:30:44,350 --> 01:30:46,203 Did you miss me?